back in time

God damn it
I'm so in mood to blog everyday rite nw. u know, tonnes of ideas running in my head and I got so many things to share here. Keng is BACK! [open champagne]
But sad to say that I also discovered I lost my so-called "fans" of my blog [too bad].
Aiks! Time to suck it up and gain some reputation back! [sinister smile]

u know wat, recently I just viewed back some of my fb photos bcoz that was a day that I added a friend I knew in NZ, he gone through some of my fb photos and started to smirk and laugh like no tomorrow [WTF]
and i was like, anything so funny?! I mean I thought I'm kinda cute and looking good in every single picture I posted.
Well, sometimes things didnt go as smooth as u thought, some shits will happen as time walked by. I couldn't believe it until I saw some of my picture taken few years ago and the CAPTIONS I wrote were shitty! [wtf, kill me]

gotta show u some classics....

WTF
kinda love to make some act cute expressions when I was young
[oh god kill me!]

and then transform into making wacky expressions
and finally got some normal abit geh expression

but then, u can hardly to c some of my wacky expression in my fb rite nw, I mean, for god's sake and for my own good, I filtered out some of them. U know, my friend used to say to me that whenever she felt upset and pissed, she will go and have a look on my fb picture cuz they made her laugh and felt good [STFU]

anyway, act cool and act handsome is definitely not my style and pattern seriously. It looks awkward when I'm serious in a photo, instead I better stick to myself and just be ME! The crazy one!

Ciao everyboday~ gonna sleep like no tomorrow



LML [love my life]

[FML]
I'm kinda excited to write this post since I didn't actually post a single word for the past 6 month [wtf]
I mean, I used to be one of the well-known blogger in my batch, and then I got some emotional break down AND I get stress up AND helpless AND I'm so sick of everything AND I rarely blog because I hate every single words I wrote! [too bad]

Anyway, I gonna start blogging in English [yeh, believe it]
you know wat, I gotta learn and improve my English level in these months when I still in New Zealand cuz my english sucks [kill me]
And bcoz of that, I start referring to some of the famous bloggers everywhere cuz I'm feel awkward to blog in English instead of Chinese [too much of insecure]
in any case my style of blogging looks similar to you, sorry please forgive me, I don't purposely do that

for some of you who are being so busybody wanna to know about my life, yeh, u got me, let talk about it....
its all start with I got a job offer in an engineering company as a product engineer, and I get bored by all kinds of catalogs and user manuals and some stupid annoying customers, eventually I quit!! [spraying champagne]
Officially goodbye to u, Engineering! I'm so done with u!
And then I thought, I really thought my life will be happily ever after, INSTEAD, [wtf, I hate the word "instead"] disasters came.
I went to cabin crew interviews with major airlines. I thought it will be easy, i can just feel it in my fingertips, but I FAILED 9 times! [FML]
and then I screwed up my relationship [FMLx2]
I pissed my parents off as well, my mum was so mad at me [FMLx3]
the worst case is, PTPTN started to send dunning letter to me! [FMLx4]
and, my bank account was running out of money, less than hundred dollar! [FMLx5]
[God, kill me]

eventually I decided to leave my fxxking life behind and come to NZ. u know, I just need some time to sink myself and put everything back together. Too much of controversy, yelling and screaming oh god! stop all that bullshits!
I worked as temporary bakery assistant afterward and became a egg-tart boy [wth] just to cover all my life expenses and pay back that stupid PTPTN loan before I step on my journey to NZ.

watever! I love my life rite now! I enjoy every single thing I do in NZ! and I just don't want to go home [sorry, mum] cuz finally I felt I'm truly living.

thats all for 2day! c ya 2mr! [hopefully, ciao~]

煎熬

她比赛的时候
早有耳闻其实力非凡
虽然如此
却也没有想一睹她风采的欲望
然而
我众多爱国的好友
在那段日子
都以“大马之光”、“大马的骄傲”等大标题上载到面子书
歌颂着这位才华洋溢的新兴歌手
满满充斥着我的涂鸦墙
避不开,躲不掉

还不错啦看过这些短片之后
至少我唱不到她的音律
没有她的天赋
没有她的肺活量
也许是嫉妒
所以也没有像其他星光疯友们“爱”上她

对她没什么兴趣是很重要的一点
因此
第一次听见她的新歌
就没有继续听第二遍的冲动
心想:
妈的!低音唱这么低,高音唱那么高,想吓唬谁啊???!!
巴不得所有人进KTV都唱不起你的歌是吗?

但到后来
无可否认
那个旋律还是一直浮现并徘徊在我的脑袋里
尤其是当一边看这个词一边感受着她高亢激昂的歌声
还是会被抽入到歌曲的意境里
然后不由自主地开始一次又一次的点拨

现在对这首歌有点爱不释手啦
对她接下来的作品也满怀期待
但我还是忍不住要抱怨说:

他妈的!低音唱这样低,高音唱那样高,想吓唬谁啊???!!
我唱得很煎熬好不好 = =


MV尺度好大哦!!!
但好有感觉,好有fu~~~~~~~~~~~~