back in time

God damn it

I'm so in mood to blog everyday rite nw. u know, tonnes of ideas running in my head and I got so many things to share here. Keng is BACK! [open champagne]

But sad to say that I also discovered I lost my so-called "fans" of my blog [too bad].

Aiks! Time to suck it up and gain some reputation back! [sinister smile]

u know wat, recently I just viewed back some of my fb photos bcoz that was a day that I added a friend I knew in NZ, he gone through some of my fb photos and started to smirk and laugh like no tomorrow [WTF]

and i was like, anything so funny?! I mean I thought I'm kinda cute and looking good in every single picture I posted.

Well, sometimes things didnt go as smooth as u thought, some shits will happen as time walked by. I couldn't believe it until I saw some of my picture taken few years ago and the CAPTIONS I wrote were shitty! [wtf, kill me]

gotta show u some classics....

WTF

kinda love to make some act cute expressions when I was young

[oh god kill me!]

and then transform into making wacky expressions

and finally got some normal abit geh expression

but then, u can hardly to c some of my wacky expression in my fb rite nw, I mean, for god's sake and for my own good, I filtered out some of them. U know, my friend used to say to me that whenever she felt upset and pissed, she will go and have a look on my fb picture cuz they made her laugh and felt good [STFU]

anyway, act cool and act handsome is definitely not my style and pattern seriously. It looks awkward when I'm serious in a photo, instead I better stick to myself and just be ME! The crazy one!

Ciao everyboday~ gonna sleep like no tomorrow

LML [love my life]

[FML]
I'm kinda excited to write this post since I didn't actually post a single word for the past 6 month [wtf]
I mean, I used to be one of the well-known blogger in my batch, and then I got some emotional break down AND I get stress up AND helpless AND I'm so sick of everything AND I rarely blog because I hate every single words I wrote! [too bad]

Anyway, I gonna start blogging in English [yeh, believe it]
you know wat, I gotta learn and improve my English level in these months when I still in New Zealand cuz my english sucks [kill me]
And bcoz of that, I start referring to some of the famous bloggers everywhere cuz I'm feel awkward to blog in English instead of Chinese [too much of insecure]
in any case my style of blogging looks similar to you, sorry please forgive me, I don't purposely do that

for some of you who are being so busybody wanna to know about my life, yeh, u got me, let talk about it....
its all start with I got a job offer in an engineering company as a product engineer, and I get bored by all kinds of catalogs and user manuals and some stupid annoying customers, eventually I quit!! [spraying champagne]
Officially goodbye to u, Engineering! I'm so done with u!
And then I thought, I really thought my life will be happily ever after, INSTEAD, [wtf, I hate the word "instead"] disasters came.
I went to cabin crew interviews with major airlines. I thought it will be easy, i can just feel it in my fingertips, but I FAILED 9 times! [FML]
and then I screwed up my relationship [FMLx2]
I pissed my parents off as well, my mum was so mad at me [FMLx3]
the worst case is, PTPTN started to send dunning letter to me! [FMLx4]
and, my bank account was running out of money, less than hundred dollar! [FMLx5]
[God, kill me]

eventually I decided to leave my fxxking life behind and come to NZ. u know, I just need some time to sink myself and put everything back together. Too much of controversy, yelling and screaming oh god! stop all that bullshits!

I worked as temporary bakery assistant afterward and became a egg-tart boy [wth] just to cover all my life expenses and pay back that stupid PTPTN loan before I step on my journey to NZ.

watever! I love my life rite now! I enjoy every single thing I do in NZ! and I just don't want to go home [sorry, mum] cuz finally I felt I'm truly living.

thats all for 2day! c ya 2mr! [hopefully, ciao~]