Retarded ME

u know

sometimes

I really sick of LOOKING retarded in my picture

well~

I am pretty sure lotsa ppl will said that I always ACTING like a retarded

but ACTING and LOOKING are different

sometime u juz wanna to have a sense of humour in photo so u give lotsa awkward expression till ur mum also cant recognize but,

sometime u juz wanna to have a really "impressive" photo and u imagine how u going to look like but eventually get a punch on face when u look at the photo taken and say WTF  

sometime, u juz get captured in the middle of something and pissed u off where u look extremely like her

~~如花姐~~

AND sometime I am sure u want to look as smart as this guy below

with perfect angle, perfect gesture and perfect expression...

but tragedy happens and here comes the photo... which will drop ur jaw!

see how stupid I was  >_<!!!

of cause

sometime it is too boring to have the same smile and same expression over and over again even if u are that handsome or that pretty#@$%^&*()

there is no point for u to shoot 100 of pictures in different outfits and sceneries, but giving ONLY one look

then what is the different of shooting u and shooting a mannequin?

u gotta spice up ur shot!

(and outshine others in the photo woohoo! and I'm good with it... LOL)

 cheers:)

I got this granny weave sweater on me, really awkward dun u think?

I used to HATE this hairstyle a lot when I was in NZ! the 阿旺hairstyle which retarded me

but I think its kinda cute right now HAHAHA

HAHAHA this looks retarded too..

So CIAO everybody!

good luck in all ur photo shooting experiences!

Breakfast

I am not a big fan of breakfast like someone else do
Often, I got no appetite to eat early in the morning for some reasons
so this is a main reason I slimed down a lot (I mean ALOT!) after my HK business trip, we woke really early in the morning, like 5am, and breakfast on 630am
and usually the next meal will be on 8pm on the evening already, too busy to have meal FML
Problem occured when I dun feel comfortable eating meal in the morning, so I eat less
Overall, I was just having 1.5 meals a day for a week in HK! trouble~
I am easily feel my rib on my chest now wtf, all my pants are loose on me! heart pain....

Anyhow,
I consider myself as a big fan of McD big breakfast though!
I love the combination with lotsa "stuffs", which I can taste different texture in once

McD supreme BIG Breakfast!

Back to the days in NZ, I love McD 5.5Deal where they served a muffin/ a slice of cake with coffee too.
ahhh~~~ I am kinda miss the days when I was in NZ! everything is great there, the weather, the people, sceneries.....

McD 5.5 Deal

a farewell BBQ brunch on my first job in NZ- apple packer in Moana Orchard 

This is very nice serve from Kiwis (NZ citizen), lamb, beef, chicken, pork, sausages, veges and sauces! with a wonderful sun.... a very kiwi style brunch, a meal which I will never forget in the entire journey...

Planning for my next escape already! No money also want travel!

back in time

God damn it

I'm so in mood to blog everyday rite nw. u know, tonnes of ideas running in my head and I got so many things to share here. Keng is BACK! [open champagne]

But sad to say that I also discovered I lost my so-called "fans" of my blog [too bad].

Aiks! Time to suck it up and gain some reputation back! [sinister smile]

u know wat, recently I just viewed back some of my fb photos bcoz that was a day that I added a friend I knew in NZ, he gone through some of my fb photos and started to smirk and laugh like no tomorrow [WTF]

and i was like, anything so funny?! I mean I thought I'm kinda cute and looking good in every single picture I posted.

Well, sometimes things didnt go as smooth as u thought, some shits will happen as time walked by. I couldn't believe it until I saw some of my picture taken few years ago and the CAPTIONS I wrote were shitty! [wtf, kill me]

gotta show u some classics....

WTF

kinda love to make some act cute expressions when I was young

[oh god kill me!]

and then transform into making wacky expressions

and finally got some normal abit geh expression

but then, u can hardly to c some of my wacky expression in my fb rite nw, I mean, for god's sake and for my own good, I filtered out some of them. U know, my friend used to say to me that whenever she felt upset and pissed, she will go and have a look on my fb picture cuz they made her laugh and felt good [STFU]

anyway, act cool and act handsome is definitely not my style and pattern seriously. It looks awkward when I'm serious in a photo, instead I better stick to myself and just be ME! The crazy one!

Ciao everyboday~ gonna sleep like no tomorrow

LML [love my life]

[FML]
I'm kinda excited to write this post since I didn't actually post a single word for the past 6 month [wtf]
I mean, I used to be one of the well-known blogger in my batch, and then I got some emotional break down AND I get stress up AND helpless AND I'm so sick of everything AND I rarely blog because I hate every single words I wrote! [too bad]

Anyway, I gonna start blogging in English [yeh, believe it]
you know wat, I gotta learn and improve my English level in these months when I still in New Zealand cuz my english sucks [kill me]
And bcoz of that, I start referring to some of the famous bloggers everywhere cuz I'm feel awkward to blog in English instead of Chinese [too much of insecure]
in any case my style of blogging looks similar to you, sorry please forgive me, I don't purposely do that

for some of you who are being so busybody wanna to know about my life, yeh, u got me, let talk about it....
its all start with I got a job offer in an engineering company as a product engineer, and I get bored by all kinds of catalogs and user manuals and some stupid annoying customers, eventually I quit!! [spraying champagne]
Officially goodbye to u, Engineering! I'm so done with u!
And then I thought, I really thought my life will be happily ever after, INSTEAD, [wtf, I hate the word "instead"] disasters came.
I went to cabin crew interviews with major airlines. I thought it will be easy, i can just feel it in my fingertips, but I FAILED 9 times! [FML]
and then I screwed up my relationship [FMLx2]
I pissed my parents off as well, my mum was so mad at me [FMLx3]
the worst case is, PTPTN started to send dunning letter to me! [FMLx4]
and, my bank account was running out of money, less than hundred dollar! [FMLx5]
[God, kill me]

eventually I decided to leave my fxxking life behind and come to NZ. u know, I just need some time to sink myself and put everything back together. Too much of controversy, yelling and screaming oh god! stop all that bullshits!

I worked as temporary bakery assistant afterward and became a egg-tart boy [wth] just to cover all my life expenses and pay back that stupid PTPTN loan before I step on my journey to NZ.

watever! I love my life rite now! I enjoy every single thing I do in NZ! and I just don't want to go home [sorry, mum] cuz finally I felt I'm truly living.

thats all for 2day! c ya 2mr! [hopefully, ciao~]

与星巴克的邂逅

这个没有猛烈太阳的下午

我决定一个人

坐在被不知道有多少马力的冷气机急速冷冻的星巴克

度过一个看似漫长，却不知时日过的漫漫午后

手，还在这个颇有格调的冷气房里微微颤抖着

脸颊上的肌肉，也因为耐不住寒冷而抽动着

看着窗外的车水马龙

是下班时间了~

我也似乎有一段时间没有塞在这令人坐立不安，不能尽情狂踩油门的车龙里

我也是乎忘记了

那些岁月里，上班的怠惰，下班的寂寞

以第三者的姿态

坐在繁华城市旁的星巴克

享受、聆听、感知

自己内心的那把声音~~~~

看似颓废、浪费生命

好的事情需要等待

等待坏的事情遣散，属于自己的那一扇窗的开启~

以前走过的，与心中所渴望的太偏离

回家的路不难找

就从这一刻开始

电脑档案里堆积着各式各样的照片

欠大家的照片

我会一一奉还

独自处在这个购物广场

看着那家韩国餐厅

那一年，我的二十二岁生日~

我最怀念的大家

过得安好？

个人蛮喜欢以下这三张照片的

说不出喜欢的理由

有时喜欢，也不需要太多的交待~

谢谢大家的用心~

所以说

完美的事来得不易

就像以下一系列的主图一样

不断地尝试，尾随的，少不了一次又一次的失败失意

只要hold住最初的那个信念，再坚持一下再用心一点

套用hold住姐的名言

“整个场面我hold住”的那一刻，指日可待~

12个人的自拍照

就这样，我hold住了~

回顾 2010

回顾 2010

为的只是让这个非常健忘的自己好好地回忆一下、记录一下自己踏过的一步一脚印

我想

这一年

应该还不错精彩吧~

至少没有像去年那么多的分分合合

很值得回忆的一年

2010

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

一月

一月一号就跟几个神经病漫游在云顶街头

认识了十多年，还是第一次一起跨年、一起通宵

但流浪街头的滋味不好过

流浪汉的生活

还真不是我这个浴室里的小花所能招架的~

[六个小学同学第一次相约跨年。]

[因为没有预定房间，所以在云顶露宿街头一个晚上，回到家直接进入昏迷状态]

人家说

什么样的磁场会吸引什么样的人

当天晚上

又遇见了另一群神经病

看我被神经病骚扰的情景

但看样子

好像反而是我在骚扰这两位神经病~~

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二月

新年前夕

本来想来个小小的团圆饭聚会，朋友间聚一聚

结果就越搞越大

把差不多我这个batch 的EE华人学生都叫齐了！

应该有给CE gang 还有ME gang很大压力吧？

哈哈哈哈

开玩笑的啦！

但真的很有成就感，毕竟大家可以聚在一起的时光不多

谢谢大家热烈捧场！

明年我们再来！

或许那会是06/07 EE batch最后一个团圆饭了吧

我一直觉得诗蔚很像某种生物

今天终于给我找到了！

原来是它~

可惜，它不是一个生物

Sesame Street 里的Big bird

真的很像

根本就是两姐妹

[第一次EE batch的团圆饭，我们比火锅更热情！]

一如往常

新年期间到朋友家拜年

只是今年的氛围比较舒服

聊的东西比往常多很多

[新年最开心的就是可以跟一堆垃圾食物共枕眠！当然跟朋友聚在一起也开心！]

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三月

乌云密布雷电交加

我的人生又陷入另一个低潮

我看不见天，我听不到海

就连平时飞过的海鸥都变成了乌鸦

大考将至！

“考试神”把我虐待，懒惰虫把我腐蚀！

可怕的梦魇让我重新变成一个神经病~

[考试前夕，天气又热！扎起长长的刘海，努力打拚着~]

_____________________________________________________________________

四月

正式踏入我工程系的实习生涯

老实说

这份工作没有呈现我美梦里童话故事的景象

也让我再一次确定

工程界，可以没有我~

不是刚洗澡，也不是淋过雨，而是身上汗腺分泌出来的汗水

我全身都被汗水弄湿了

工厂就是一个活生生的烘炉！

[实习生活不简单，电子工程不好干！]

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五月

3个月的实习生活

跟朋友分离地一个天一个地

趁着公共假期

南下马六甲+麻坡去！

哦~~~~~~

真的是美食之都啊麻坡！

超想念当地食物~~~~

我的自拍技术不是盖的！

六个人入镜，你能吗？！

哈哈哈哈哈

[五月麻坡行。哦~~我的麻坡，哦~~我的otak-otak！]

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六月

一个要好的朋友生日

于是我送出了我人生第一份烂礼物

想不到要送什么

知道他实习很辛苦

到了中药行买了半打鸡精相送~

用心良苦吧！

每一瓶都有我满满的祝福！

还好他很中意！

生日快乐，杨华淞先生~

[生日送鸡精，好过送LV~]

一眼一瞬间

实习生涯来到尾声

感谢一路以来指导协助的各位工程师与technician们

尤其是很一班很费的technicians

你们让我苦中作乐

我也学习很多~~~

[实习生活结束，却奇迹般觉得不舍]

七月开学之际

趁着空档

来个金马伦之旅！

没错，是跟一群粉肠一起！

哈哈哈哈~~

[忘却烦恼，迎接final year]

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七月

听闻它之雄伟壮观

如今真的一览它的风光！

Broga Hill 顶山记

[清晨4点多起身，宁牺牲睡眠，不错过日出！]

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八月

机缘巧合

七月底参加了Astro AEC 《12星星烁》的面试活动

也很幸运的成为当中的一位星星

这个月的拍摄活动下来

自己更认识自己

发觉原来自己还不充实、不全面

所以在往更好的未来出发！

当然，认识这班猩猩这班人猿真的好到没话说！

跟你们在一起很舒服、很自在~~~

多想如果时间可以只停留在八月

感谢整个制作团队的付出！还有各位老师们！

你们真的很厉害！

有冒犯的地方，对不起~~~

王ah keng

不是有心的

陈盈君老师的讲座留影

Muay Fit 到此一游

播着播着

节目也来到了尾声

可以的话，剩下的这几集

希望大家捧个场

看看我们共同创造的成品~

[12星星烁，一个有欢乐、有指导、有坚持、有努力、有感动，还有一群人为你加油的地方~]

12星星拍摄完毕的第一个聚会

虽然没有全员到齐

但是各位的招牌笑容依然悬挂着~

[我们的故事不能忘~]

同样在八月

我人生第一架DSLR相机，Canon 550D正式诞生

购买它的时候真的是一波三折！

大家，当你去BB plaza相机店时

看见一个脸上有一颗老鼠大便般大的痣的老板娘

还有一个笑淫淫，比色狼还色的店员

不要怀疑

那是奸商

请你吐了口水然后有多远跑多远！

抄他妈的! >.<

[新相机，新宠物，新视野]

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九月

飞了曼谷一趟

行行走走看看听听

曼谷的生活

也有它可爱的地方~

著名曼谷广场MBK

曼谷的主题公园，Dream World

[等我有钱了，我会再来洒钱的！]

同在一个月

陪爸爸妈妈飞了越南一趟

越南的生活

也有它豪迈的地方~

我人生最大的赞助商

也是最爱我的人

这个眼神告诉我说

其实，我是幸福的~

超喜欢小孩的我

这一次的越南行，用了记忆卡一半的容量来捕抓这个豆丁的倩影

小孩真的很可爱

[越南没有想象中落后。马来西亚，很快很快，你能够比的国家只剩下柬埔寨还有缅甸了]

中学同学的聚会

好久不见

大家都别来无恙

[中学时期太过与世隔绝，现在努力弥补友情中~]

Coursemates共度的中秋晚会

精心设计的团康游戏

虽然眼镜跌很大，但谢谢大家的用心！

[我们还是最棒的EE students！]

生平第一次（今年好多第一次！）参加McD Olympic 马拉松比赛

7km路程的考验

我再次确定，我的体力没有那么差~

要不是被一个女人连累

你以为我不能得名吗？？

哈哈哈哈哈~~

[挑战8人自拍照，轻而易举~]

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十月

迎接本人工程学科最后一个考试

平常的紧张不会少

紧绷的情绪不会减

滚烫的脑浆持续发烧中~

热血之际

跟随我4年的笔电正式宣布退休

我除了无奈，依然惋惜~

考试时的桌子窘境

你，应该不陌生

还好有九大美女，SNSD陪我Run Devil Devil Run Run

不然恐怕我度过不了危险期

I LOVE Girls Generation!

[考完最后一个考试，松懈之际开始茫然~]

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十一月

参加了IEA CEED action的公益活动

平时做了很多孽，造了很多口业

为了往生后的生活可以好过一些

做点公德积一些口德势在必行！

抱我抱我~

没有认真过 = =!

[善有善报，恶有恶报，不是不报，而是时辰未到]

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十二月

22岁的生日

只希望自己的未来路顺顺利利

小人们，非诚勿扰~

贵人们，多多益善！

22岁的第一个蛋糕

谢谢

cibet Hau

cibet Saw

cibet Wong

cibet Lee

cibet Chong

谢谢你们！希望这不会是最后一次你们替我过生日

22岁的第二个蛋糕

超漂亮！我很喜欢~

谢谢

Jackson

Jian Wai

Chen Kiat

Yu Ye

Katrina

Tan Zhen

Kah Ho

Wei Jing

Yeong Kang

Andre

我真的好惊讶你们会陪我到数！

感激不尽

22岁的第三个蛋糕

谢谢一班姐妹还有兄弟~

Ying Qian

Pei Ling

Yi Jie

Jazreel

Monica

Felicia

Jin Hern

Isaac

Sheng Ji

Wei Zeng

Ink Lerk

韩国烧烤还不错吃也！

谢谢~~

Seoul Garden的留影

挑战12人的自拍照，容易过吃豆腐~~~

请叫我自拍王

哈哈哈哈！

下个目标，20人！

[22岁的生日愿望：两年后的2012年12月21号不要是世界末日，我不希望我的生日变成我的忌日]

第一次玩圣诞节交换礼物的游戏

housemates间的礼物交换

是既期待又怕受伤害

各路高手精心准备的圣诞礼物

买礼物真的是一门大学问

我仔细研究一番后

送出我人生第二份烂礼物

好吃又好看的食谱

我觉得文建到现在都还没办法原谅我

现在想起

我承认我看太多《型男大主厨》了~

对不起

[礼物还是其次，聚会交心才是重点！]